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Mon, 23 Aug 2004 05:30:48 GMT

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this weekend

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 18:10:17 GMT

on saturday morning at 1am, sierra (cousin) bryce (cousin) annette(aunt) and will(uncle) came over to our house aftre they checked in. then on sat at like 10am everyone came over, lauren, jackie, michelle, amanda, jeanette, tim, cheri, and doug came over and we had a suprise bday party for my gandma!! it was fun ..then later we got bored and went to jamba juice..then later around 10 we went to gravity hill and did it like 6 times and thne me and jackie and bryce wanted to see it happen from outside the car so we stood on the road and they started moving..and then we head something so me and jackie started running and bangin gon the window to let us in..then my dad drove off like 50mph and left us there for like 5 min and hten came back i was sooooo scared :( ..but yeah then we went to sleep and everyone left sunday morning...i love my cousins <3

coppertone!!!

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 17:23:44 GMT

i got my modeling pictures back!!!

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 23:32:54 GMT

me and melissa are goin stag!

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 05:36:15 GMT

so yeahz...me and derek are no more...6 months and 3 dayz..damn..thats my longest relationship..so he started, no nvm, he still likes ariel.. which i foudn out today cuz he called me and told me he talked to her on tuesday afternoon and i guess seh said she liked him and he then asked her "if i broke up wtih duan, wud u go out iwth me?" and she said yes and it made him happy...YEAH, he told me taht!! he also thot about her when he went to laughlin!! so lets c hes broken up with me twice b4 cuz of her and im not gonna go thru this same shyt again...im not just gonna be his ragdoll whenever he wants me to be there im there.."and he shouldnt like 2 gurlz at once and if he thinks he can have 2 he shouldnt even have 1." thats what my good old friend kristen burns said and she also said "that hed be the 1 missing out!" gosh damn i have the bestest friends!! and melissa says "6 montsh and 3 days all down thte drain cuz of one other damn gurl" lol. but i am thankful this happened cuz it made me stronger and i know hes not that special 1 for me..oh well..ill find him sumtime

so herez nick...i met him in yosemite..aint he a cutie? even kristin said he looked like a keeper haha

what do u think?

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 01:19:32 GMT

i hope u dont think if sumthing happened id come bak to u again. i dont like it how u keep puttin me thru this same fuckin shit all the time. i dont want to waste my time with sum1 that wants to be with sum1 else too. its either only me, or none of me. i want sum1 that truely wants to be with just me..so its ur choice..do u want me or not? if its anything other than a definite yes, plz tell me so i can move on

happy 6 month anniversary

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 04:28:12 GMT

this morning i woke up and cleaned my room and then i did my chores..then around noon my mom and i went to the topanga mall and i got pants and a long sleeve shirt and a tshirt from hollister and 3 shirts from forever 21 and pants and a belt from pacsun..then i came home and got online and i talked to derek!! he came back from laughlin tonite! hopefully well hang out on tuesday!

happy anniversary to ya <3

I LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY!!!
click here..... http://radio.disney.go.com/music/vtr/index.html?songID=GoodLife-JesseMcCartney

jesse mccartney <3

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 05:23:41 GMT

yesterday i went to anais's house and then we went tot he northridge mall just for like an hour. then adam, anais, and i watched monty python!! hah its was pretty funny..and then i spent the nite at her dads house in san fernando and then this mornin we went to the topanga mall and i got a skirt and capris and hopefully im goin back tomorrow with my mom to get more stuff cuz i saw alotta things i liked..well yeah wen we got back from the mall we went to starbucks and came home n hung out and then they took me home just like an hour ago..i love her soo much shes so sweet! but yeah i love jesse mccartney sooo much!!! hes so beautiful and talented...

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

*a beautiful soul*
by.....

*sigh* <333333

gosh! danielle is so lucky!!

it was so scury!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 18:02:01 GMT

melissa came over on tuesday nite and spent the nite and hten on wednesday morning at noon i went to have surgery :( ..it was sooo scary and i made melissa come in the room with me..haha...she sat next to me while i was on the table thingy laying on my stomach and i squeezed her hand like ive nvr squeezed b4...man oh man! she saw everything! i feel bad for her!! they numbed me with novacane and cut around my 2 moles and took them out and io got 11 stiches! it was gross good thing i didnt see it cuz it was on my back...now i have to wait for a week and i have to go back and hten get my stiches removed...i hope that doesnt hurt at all..so then we were bored and we went to carls jr. for a late lunch and then at 7 we went to edwards to c napoleon dynamite ...which we never saw the ending!! we walked out like 10 minutes b4 it ended cuz we thot it was done but nooo, it was still playing lol..yeah we're dumb :( ...so yeah today i get my new monitor bcuzz mine died lol..melissa broke it..and then hopefully we can stop by the mall cuz the stores in T.O. lol..but yeah i cant wait til tomororw cuz im hangin out iwht anais and we are goin to the topanga mall and it has hollister and abercrombie and forever 21 and robinsons may and pacsun all in the same mall!! and then im spendin the nite at her house!! then on all day saturday me melissa and anais and hopefiully way more ppl are goin to 6 flags maigc mountain...and then 0n sunday its ME AND DEREKS 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! WOOHOOO!!!! but oh man im soo sad cuz we cant even hang out :( hes gonna be in laughlin til monday. so then prolly monday or tuesday well hang out

y0seMiTE! 8/1 - 8/8

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 01:21:49 GMT

*SUNDAY*
we got to yosemite around noon and we went to the river by our campsite in tuolumne meadows. then later we met nick..our hero..lol. that nite we all went to look at starz by the river. later, while we were at our campsite and it was about 10pm, we were all sittin at a bench, and a bear came into our campsite and was like 5 ft away from us and i froze lol...i was too scared to move..then nick went up to it and started yelling and it went away from our campsite...it was sooo scary :(

*MONDAY*
we met eli, elliott, noah n allen who were in the campsite next to us. theyre nice boyz lol. then nick came over again and then we all went and looked at starz.

*TUESDAY*
we went horseback riding for 2 hours and my horses name was rambler..hah..then nick came over and played cards (he sucks lol) and then me lauren n nick went to c starz

*WEDNESDAY*
it was cheris bday and we went to the beach (lake).. when we came back we hung out elliott, noah and allen..while eli slept in our hammock (he falls alseep all the time and anywhere lol) then later me, noah, jackie, elliot, nick, lauren, jeanette, eli, and allen were all at the campfire talkin bout movies and roastin marshmellowz...allen made a meteor haha and elliott tried but couldnt quite compare lol. then later we all went and looked at starz and we all saw shooting starz except elliot..poor kid :(

*THURSDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY, AND SUNDAY*
left toulumne meadows :`( and went to curry village and i didnt like it. it was sooo hott and sooo loud. id rather go back to toulumne. we went to the pool and the merced river twice. then me n jackie had these 2 boys followin us with bikes...it was scary. then we left and came home...i couldnt wait to come home...but that was def the best vacation ive ever had! cant wait til next year!

(abby, amanda, jackie, me, and doug)

(eli sleeping lol)

(jeanette and me)

(jackie gettin her groove on haha)

12?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 05:15:24 GMT

man oh man today was such a busy day..
around 1 i went over to valley view..(todays their last day) and i went to see mr. mcCamy cuz he used to be a drivers ed teacher and i needed for him to sign my pink slip to go get my permit cuz i didnt get it when i finished the class bak in 9th grade (dont ask) and so he gave it to me..oh yeahz, and i saw sammy there! we both dyed our hair and its like the same color haha...so then i went to rubios for lunch cuz i was hunnngrrrrry...and guess who i saw working there? AUBREY! it was sooo funny seeing 1 of my good friends working..shes a good employee haha. so then i went to enroll in drivers training and then i went home cuz i forgot my birth certificate..THEN i went to the dmv to take my permit test and guess how many i missed?...12...12 QUESTIONS! DO U KNOW HOW DISAPOINTING THAT IS?! ITS HORRIBLE and SO EMBARRASING! even jeremy missed like only 4...i feel so dumb holy shit! :( so now i have to go back like in a week to take it again...i wanna cry..so after i left the dmv i went to dereks house and then we went to c harold n kumar with anais at 730..then during the movie me and anais desided we were gonna hang out rite when i come back from yosemite and i cant wait!!! we are gonna go to hollister and like santa monica and stuff for shopping! woohoo!! mann i love her soo much shes 1 of the sweetest most caring ppl i know! <3! so now im home and man that was a funny movie! so nowz i gotta finish packing to go on my camping trip to yosemite...im goin from aug 1st -8th...im goin to my cousins tomorrow who live out in downey and then im gonna spend the nite hten on sunday morn we leave at like 4am...im soo excited i cant wait!! wellz yeah im gettnig tired and i need to go sleep soon...love u allz! and im gonna miss u soo much derek and ill think about ya everyday! xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

busy busy busy

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 19:16:57 GMT

i woke up so early on saturday morn cuz i had to do my laundry and get ready for the big day at disneyland with derek who was picking me up at like 830AM! and so rite before they came and picked me up they called me and derek said they looked on teh tickets and it was invalid for that day..so we coudlnt go!!! and they were alraedy on their way and were just about 2 min from my house..so they still picked me up and me and tracey just went over to their house for pretty much the whole day and then since we were already to go somewhere, dereks dad made reservations at buca de peppos in universal city walk (the best italian restaurant ever and omgsh sooo much better than macaroni grill) so then after that on the way home we dropped justin and tracey off at dodger stadium...and then i came home.

then sunday i went to downey to see my cousins who were in a dance performance. my cousin jackie was in like 7 dances and shes in 7th grade and michele was in 8 and shes in 10th grade. mann! theyre sooo good. but yeah i was with them all day and then later that nite i went to my grandmas house in pasadena and spent the nite there and came home this morning.

then today (monday) when i came home i called tiffany and she picked me up like 12 and then i went over to their house the whole day and i came home at 7...and now im really bored ...well im gonna goz..xoxo <3

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 05:35:57 GMT

well this morning i was awaken by a call from kristin asking me if i wanted to go to hurricane harbor today and i said of course so me kristin and frankie went at like 2 and didnt come homet il like 9 cuz it closed at 8....it was pretty fun..it was the first time ive been there. so yeah rite when i come home my mom tells me a guy ryan called and left his number and i was like ryan?!?!?!?! and so i called the number and omgsh! it was RYAN RODERICK the guy that i liked soo much in 8th grade and we used to talk on the fone all the time and we used to write notes (which i even still have like almost all today) and i saw him like once in 9th grade and then he moved to burbank and NOW hes in lousiana!!! and he called me! he said he was thinking of me and my number popped into his head! holy smokes! that is so crazay considering i havent talked to him in like 3 years...wow.
he was like my best guy friend..wow it has been soo long we kept saying on the fone..but yeah i just got off hte fone like 10 min ago cuz he fone was dying and i wasnt even suppose to be on the fone.. but yeah wow im like stunned and shocked. wow well im gona go cuz im tired and im goin to disneyland tomorrow with derek...xoxox

kRiSTiN...mAh bootyful best friend

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:56:47 GMT

well yeahz...today i had a really good n fun day...i woke up at 630 and went to the gym...and guess who i saw? james! 1 of dereks friends..crazay..and so next time we are gonna play basketball..hed better watch out! haha..so then i went back to sleep lol when i came home til about 1030 then i went with my dad to go meet my grandma and have brunch with her. so when i got home from there i was pretty bored and guess who i called up? who else but my best friend kristin? man! i love her so much <333 ...much love to ya babe! well newayz we had fun we were crackin up mostly cuz we found out today that this was her and frankie...

yeah it was pretty funny...so now she is a guess model..woohooo go her! so yeah then about an hour ago she went home..we have to hang out way more kristin cuz ur just so much fun to be with! and yeah we def have to renew our pictures...haha with our white shirtz n blue jeans..wed be lookin oh so sexay! <3

btw ~ go vistit her new lj:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/ur_in_my_heart/

tO aLL mAh ChAd LovErz...<3

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:40:37 GMT

u know u love him ;) ...PLZ COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YA THINK!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 05:57:26 GMT

today was a good day! i went to the gym this morning and hten i went to the mall later on in teh after noon...i got 2 shirts, a skirt, capris, make up, and 2 new pairs of shoes...then i came home and now im bored! tomorrow nite me n melissa are gonna hang out!! HOPEFULLY!!! but yeah CMON PPL PLZ COMMENT! it doesnt have to be about this!! just post anything this is getting be be way gay..comment n ill love u forever and ever <3

i love friends!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 16:35:08 GMT

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grounded :(

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 16:22:12 GMT

well yeahz so i talked to my dad again this morning and we were talkin about how im grounded cuz of last nite..i told my mom that she should talk to him bcuz i want to go to disneyland and because justin and tracey are gonna go their own way and so are his parents, hes not gonna want to go by himslef or go wtih his parents, so if i dont go hes not gonna go. and thats gonna suck. and up until this morning when i talked to my dad i thot my only grounding was that i couldnt go to disneyland on sat....well no. im grounded UNTIL saturday so i cant do anything with derek up until then...BUT now my dad is letting me go..im happy for that, but i cant hang out with him until saturday and its like tuesday! gayyy! but whatever i dont want to say anything and get me more introuble so im just gonna shut up. its weird tho cuz i am grounded until saturday (actually friday nite cuz i can go out with derek all saturday) so im not aloud to hang out wtih derek till then..but i can hang out with my other friends..!?!?!??!?!...i think im being grounded from derek bcuz my parents know thats who i spend most of my time with and that wud be more of a punishment :( ...but at least i can be with my friends!! so at least thats good..but YEAH! i can go to disneyland!!

wHatZ uR coLoR??

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 07:42:19 GMT

AQUA

You enjoy life, humor, and being exuberant. Wherever you go you usually find yourself stealing the spotlight without even trying. You love to let go and have fun.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

i wish i had a sister...or someone ...

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 07:01:34 GMT

today was funn cuz the fact i got to be with my boyfriend. we went to pick him up and hten we went to best buy and frys in search of a new monitor cuz mine sucks...we didnt find 1 that i wanted so after that i got dropped off at his house and i got picked up at like 10. but yeah on the way to dereks house, b4 we picked him up to go to the stores, i was having a conversation with my mom in the car, just a regular conversation..(i totally confide in my mom and trust her bcuz i want somebody to be there like family that i can tell anyting to, and since i have no brothers or sister, i turn to my mom..i tell her anything)..so i started telling my mom about the whole jeremy thing and how we are friends but about a couples weeks ago him and my bf derek got mad at each other and wanted to fite each other (lets just say they didnt get along so well)...but then i told my mom that everything now is just great..my friend and boyfriend are cool now and im extremely happy!! well yeah turns out when i go to dereks house my mom comes home and tells my dad about hte whole jeremy and derek "fite" thing...so then when i came home tonite from dereks, my dad was like we need to have a TALK. and i was like about what??? and then he told me all about what my mom told him (which i got oooohhhh sooo madd cuz there was no reason for her to tell my father..i want to be able to tell some1 something and not have them go and tell some1 else like 2 secs later)..and he said all this stuff like i shouldnt be trying to get guys in fites over me cuz i dont want to put my bfs and/or friends safety on the line (which of course!! that wud be the least thing on my mind!! i love my friends and my bf with all my heart and i wud never ever want anything to harm them)and that all this stuff like how i shouldnt talk about other guys when im with derek (which i can totally understand EVEN THO IT WAS LIKE CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY but becuz he does it to me and its not my favorite thing in the world)....i mean..i apreciated how my parents wanted to tell me these things to make me a better person and to have a better relationship...but why did my mom have to go and tell my dad??? i dont care of the subject matter or anything but the fact i told her something and she goes and tells the next person she sees (like literally)..it just kinda sucks for me cuz now i feel like i have no1 ...so outta frustration i started back talkin to my mom and my dad said i was grounded....i cant go to disneyland with my bf and his whole family this saturday...i was looking forward to goin so bad i dont think u understand..and his mom has free tickets and she doesnt have nemore after this..so its not like id ever go free again..and i havent been since i was like 6 yrs old...AND im gonna miss out on being with the person i love for the whole entire day being at the happiest place on earth...mann im so bummed out rite now i want to cry..i feel so alone

<3

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:35:15 GMT

*A girl asked a guy if she was pretty, he said no. She asked him if he wanted her, he said no. She asked him if she left would he cry, he said no. She turned to leave, he grabbed her arm and said..you're not pretty; you're beautiful. And I don't want you; I need you. And I wouldn't cry if you left; I would die*

And after all the heartbreaks, and the fights, and the tears, and the anger, true love will be waiting for you at the end.....and it will be worth it.

*you must be my shooting star, everything I've ever wished for Is everything that you are*

Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You

*§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While, §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You*

There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart.

u mean the world to me derek, i love u and always will

Ev3rThiNgZ pErfEcT

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 07:56:42 GMT

YAY! im sooo happy! derek and jeremy are cool now...i dont think i cud have a
bigger smile on my face!!

score in a half!
i love u derek
i love u jeremy
<3

dont be a fool...wrap ur tool -van wilder

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 05:58:48 GMT

today i went over to melz house at like 12:45 and jacquelyn was there..kristin was suppose to come over too but she couldnt :( ..but yeah so then at 3 we took jacquelyn home cuz she had to do sum babysitting...(for 4 kids! how horrible!!!)...and then me and melissa got dropped off at sycamore plaza..we tried calling ben (my fiance) to come and hang out with us there cuz he lives kinda close but he was at the beach...so we went to stylez for less n target n the dollar store haha...the only thing be bot was like nail polish from target and it was like $1.01 ..haha. oh yeahz! and taco bell but yeah newayz then we came home and i helped melissa make her lj.....its ( luv_ur_kisez ) its very cuute, i picked out her username haha...and then we ate*** weinerz (hotdogs) and then watched van wilder...it was funny

derek texted me at like 930 saying he was at brunswick with his bro n tracey and he thot he saw jeremy...so i called jeremy and asked where he was and he was just at his house getting ready to leave..so i think derek is seeing things lol. but oh man! im sooo excited for next saturday, derek invited me to go to disneyland!!!!!! i havent been there since i was like 6 no joke! and i want to go on tower of terror soo bad...and so im goin with him, his mom and dad, bro and tracey! and we got free tickets! niiiiiiice...wellz yeah PLZ COMMENT!!!! much love <3

COMMENT

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 06:19:57 GMT

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say

GirLz NitE oUt / aSs!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 04:58:36 GMT

omgsh tonite i had soo much fun and i wish this happened more often! melissa, kristin, jacquelyn, nicole and i went out to dinner at tgif then we went to see a cinderella story (omgsh ive never seen some1 soo hott im my whole entire life! chad is sooo beautiful and im so jealous of hilary its not even kewl! she gets to kiss the man of my dreams!) and it was way good! u shud see it!!athen afterwards we all went to starbucks and i saw natasha and lisa! omgsh i havent seen them in soo long and i miss them oh so much!!!!! after that i went home.

oh yeahz, and tonite b4 we got seated at tgif we were sitting outside waiting for nathan cuz he was going to c spiderman and he had ariel with him so he was gonna stop by and say hi!!! i really wanted to c her and see if she really looks "dropp dead gorgeous and that my mouth wud drop open if i saw her and i wud turn lez" (which is what derek told me about a month ago WHILE we were goin out) well omgsh!! shes sooo cuuute! she kinda looks like me tho..which i can understand why derek (dumbass) said i reminded him of his ex gf ariel like hte first time i met him. but yeah shes seems oh so sweet. WELL YAH, when i get home i call derek and told him i saw ariel and he goes and says how beautiful she is and how shes 1 of the most gorgeous ppl hes ever seen! OK..YEAH..THATS GREAT! he doesnt need to tell his gf how hott his EX gf is! ESPECIALLY when he broke up with me for ariel like twice..ASS!!!!...and hes sittin on the fone laughing about it! i fuckin hate it when ppl dont even think about what they say and think that when ppl are pissed off, its a joke..well hahahahhahahaa NO its not funny and dont think about calling me back tonite after i hung up on u